I am so tired of being some premeditated, cerebral decision. Tired of people enumerating their BASES for the choice they make for me.
I will not be just anybody’s rupture in a cycle that’s bound to leave me as a mere dent in his/her history. Never again.
Someday I will be the leap of faith/sudden turn to an unknown road/change of schedule/[orange slice] sa isang basong gatas/roll of a dice of someone who would get close enough to remove all the space occupied by doubt and fear.